12.4.03
my dad's friend is at home now. they got me to photocopy sth but the damn cartridge ran outta ink. best man. just bought it not long ago...wth...printers are expensive to upkeep. no..not printers.cartridges. but its partly my fault la..no..the sch's fault...make us print so many stuff...and i just print and print...and now the ink's gone. hurhur. another fifty bucks just flew away like that. *sigh*
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ive made several new resolutions for myself...think its ystday..subconsciously la...i dunno how to explain but anyway, ya, ive kinda got a few goals to work towards. no more nonsense le. very gd. aniwaez...today's the last day of the hols...haix...haf to do lit le. hahaha...see..till now still hafnt done lit...im realli the best example of procrastination man...told myself to do lit since the first week of the hols...and now, last day still not completed. mebbe i wont even complete it...er..but azlin...think she'll go mad.
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dreamt a very magical dream ystday night...it's so fantasy la...haha...but realli cool...got quite a couple of ppl involved...lets see..hmmz..i remember dorothy...jiayi...this pri sch fren of mine i cant remember her name..hahaha..eh...and this guy. dunno who he is. quite complicated la..then its some sort like im with the guy...and we're so deeply in love..hahahahhahah! and there's this so-called wizard who wants to break us apart? hahahahha..ya..the wizard kinda cast a spell on the guy...so that we cant be tgthr or else sth bad will happen to him...sth liddat..then we had to go through quite a lot la in order to get married[?!?!]..best man...then i sought help from dorothy...shes supposed to go to the wizard to listen to the judgement on my behalf cos i was too scared to go..hahaa...then dorothy didnt wanna help me..so..i said sth like, "fine, i'll ask jiayi"...then i dunno wad happened nx la...so hmmz..jiayi, i think onli ur name appeared...come to think of it i cant even remember why my pri sch fren was there in the first place. think she was my chauffeur or sth liddat? hahahah...think so. cant remember wad happened le. its just sth liddat la..then i remember the wizard quite ugly wan..hahahah..and very scary kind. n i shall leave the details of the disgusting stuff between me and the guy to myself. *cheeky grinx* -- oh, i know why got the disgusting stuff le..its because of this jay chou show i watched last night...oohx..come to think of it quite similar. haha.
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u noe wad i think...the fact that i dreamt of a guy with me is sth rather interesting...for quite a while guys hafnt been featured in my dreams..hehehe..and this time the guy was with me summore..wth..its a good sign i'd say? haha..i dunno.
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11.4.03
my sis has gone to her friend's house. whee..im queen of the house today. ah..wth..think today's the 5566 concert. aiyehx...wish i could be there. but with the sars thing and all that..who wants to go for concert la. and anyway mum already cautioned...no more concerts after jay chou's! okiex..fine..no then no lor. sad man. argh..think the concert will be damn hot...mygosh..the mp3s are playing now..i can feel the atmosphere at the concert le!! -im so stupid - look at the ridiculous things i do. planning to study today..haha..i plan to study everyday but always end up playing. hieex...ystday went out summore. great man. dad just came up with this money-churning idea for mum..hahaha..they're so weird...they plan to get my maid involved summore...getting her to 'zhao' customers. hahahaa..my gosh..i can just imagine it. imagine my mum and my maid, the two all-time arch rivals, working together to earn money...hahaha..that will be the day. it was damn amusing but with the money [and if my mum gives some to me], its a different story. hehehheex. think my dad was innovative to think of that idea - but i wonder if it's actually workable. and knowing my mum, she'll just go try it out. whoa..it'll be chaos. my maid and mum!! gosh! for those who know my maid and mum, u'll understand wad im thinking. its so blardee comical.
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10.4.03
yes. this is yet another sudden moodswing. so try ignoring it after reading. -dumb-
quit playing games with my heart - suddenly thot of this song. nice song, with even nicer title. hell. niwaex, kenna trashed by him last night. short but impactful. i'd rather that than letting things go on...letting things drag for a long long time and nothing gets anywhere. its alright, it blew over. but other stuff bother me more. haix. dunno when this is going to end. feel so ignored. cant help feeling this way. psychological games, mind games, wad else. ah..another song..its called the great pretender or sth liddat? i dunno and i dun care. all i know is that my heart and mind's in a mess. mid yrs coming, and how much is actually studied? zero. great. many probs accumulated, one after another. one dae im realli going to start screaming, dunno scream at who also, but well, guess i shdnt start venting my frustration on ppl i care for, my frenz and family. lets see..who else is left? ya, my bedroom wall. shit. that's not even a 'who'. its a 'what'. nobody to even vent my frustration on. kiex, if u see just one word like 'hell' and a fullstop followed after that, you'll know that that word is placed there in order not to use the f-word. im controlling damn hard. hate using it but sometimes, it describes wad im feeling the best.
going to study now. study study study...somehow despite how much ive so-called studied, nothing is accomplished in the end. futility.
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8.4.03
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super sian. had a hard time controlling my moods today. was completely dazed out and was trying to drown myself in lots of maths. and i succeeded - i mean, ive never done so much maths in a day in my entire life. so how's that. think im very foolish. i always seem to question wad i do, though i never regret things that have been done. er...contradicting? i dunno. very moody now. dont feel like talking but then again, i need some company. wth. im driving myself crazy over the dumbest reasons in life.
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6.4.03
just saw her at shop n save. woohoo..then i was telling my sis.."so shuai"..then i think this guy lining up in front of us thot we were talking abt him...erbx..pls man..haha...didnt line up in her queue today though...so tt it wont be so obvious? but i think it still is..then we lined up at her fren's queue..she was attending to this old lady..and the old lady couldnt speak eng...spoke cantonese onli..then she couldnt speak cantonese..then damn funny..she tried saying a few words but it was pathetic..so she asked her fren to translate. cool. she's cool. quote by my sis, "i think you're really les". great. =| so straight-forward.
this morning damn frustrated. going to be banned from using comp for a couple of days nx week. damn sad. even if my sis has e-learning and my hw's published on the net. wth..cannot live without you..[the comp i mean]...ooh..im finishing my prog sheets soon. bought everything today. so fun! :D think its quite a nice hobby to engage in...mebbe i shall make a few for some of u...yupyup...if i have extras...
kkiez, tempura tonight..YES! oh..that reminds me...dumb shop n save didnt sell the choc milk i wanted..idiot...then my other alternative brand...the expiry date so close..how to finish drinking so fast la...idiot...so in the end i bought the box milos....sad!! so deprived can? even of milk....bleahx.
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